Anthony, Daddy&Mommy LOVE&MISS YOU!

Anthony's 5 Months 1 Week&2 Days Old.

Well I juss wanted to thank everybody who has took the time to come and read Mine, Tony's&Anthony's blog. I might not know any of ya'll but ya'll have beeen suporrtive to not only me, but Tony.

We miss Anthony more then anything in this world. I would do anything to bring him back. ): when he was born and a couple hours after, and he was having hard times breatheing and wasn't going to make it much longer, Tony&I and my momma&Daddy were all sitting around him and I would tell him "it's okay son, you can go, we won't be mad at you" everytime I said that, he'd breathe, and it would make Tony&I smile. To this day, I think that is what he was wanting us to do, is smile before he went to join Jesus.

Debbie- I would like to thank you for coming and reading my blog. I don't know you, but from what Tony has told me, you seem really nice(: thanks again for coming and reading it. If there is ANYTHING you wanna ask, please don't be scareeeed; && that goes along for everybody else.

Our Angel Is 5 months and 4 days ollld;

Well sorry I haven't been posting latley; I just been having alot going on lately; && alot of things have beeen getting to me, and have beeen starting to feeel down about everything; I've beeen misssing Anthony so much; Somebody said Anthony didn't have NO brain and that REALLY got too me and had me upset, REALLY upset; && then they said I did drugs while I was pregnant and caused him to have Anencephaly. & to me, there is NO reason for that; For along time I blamed myself and when I seeen that, it really got to me and made me really upset, and if I didn't have Tony, I don't think I could have went through that; The people that run there mouth about it don't know how it feels. & people that haven't had a baby with anencephaly don't know how it feeels to watch your baby suffer too beathe and then have too give your newborn and viewing and funeral. NO its not the easiest thing to do. Other moms know but not people who haven't experienced it. If Tony wasn't around to help me through all of this, honestly I don't think I would have been able to do this alonne. I thank Tony everyday for being a REAL MAN and sticking by my side at such a young age, and with any other guy, they would leave their girlfriendd. Well I thought I would post ya'll. Again if you need to talk to me, email me at Anthonys_Mommy_05@yahoo.com or if anybody neeeds to talk to Tony, email him at Lil_Tonys_Daddy@hotmail.com

Soooo cute;