5 Days To Go!

It's to close away. I don't think I can do it. I get more upset everyday. Tony and I are not ready yet. We have got the funeral arangments all down and where we want him and everything. We wanted to put him at the foot of Tony's mommy, because Tony never got to meet his momma, and she never got to hold him, but then we decided we want to put him where my family is, but in baby land, and then whenever we get a plot for us, move him to where we are going to be. I hope it's going to be a good idea. Tony and I went and had pictures done friday and they turned out really cute. I will put them on as soon as we go and get them. Friday is to close. I am to scared. It's hard to believe I am about to have him, and I was always the one to say I am not having a baby yet. But I guess god wanted me to have a baby, and hopefully be a wonderful mom to Anthony. Thank you all for taking the time to read. God bless!

1 Week To Go.!

It's almost seems impossiable. He will be here so soon. I can't believe it. My last doctors appointment was Wednesday! And all he told me is that he would see me on May 1st. I was told that Anthony should stop moving so much since it is so close to my due date, but he is still an active mover, asn't slowed down. He always kicks when I am laying with somebody, it's like he knows and defently doesn't like it. :) He always kicks his daddy in the back. It really means alot to Tony when he feels him kick and all that. Anthony ALWAYS kicks for his daddy, and always moves when he hears his voice. We can be talking and Anthony will kick, it's like he is saying, DADDY TALK TO ME! :) I don't know what I am going to do when he is here. I am going to have so much to say, I don't even know what to start with, but I do wanna make sure I do say "I Love You Son". I am not going to let him get outta my site. I got all my stuff for the hospital packed, and I got all Anthony's things packed, now all we gotta go get is somethings for Tony.. He'll be here soon, and I can tell ya'll about my precious baby boy, and how handsome he is. Thank you all.

1 Week And 4 Days To Go.

Sorry, I haven't been posting lately. I have been feeling really misserable. It's flying by so fast. Tony and I can't believe it. Our little man will be here so soon. I can't wait to see his beautiful face. He slowed down with his moving but I hate when he stays in one spot now, I am so used to him moving around and only staying in one spot for about 10 to 20 minutes. But it's okay, as long as he is okay and comfortable in there. :) I think I am ready for the c-section, I have been watching this channel on TV and I think I can take it but the only thing I am not looking forward to is that shot in my back. My sister told me that it is just alittle pinch, and all you feel is them moving alittle bit, but not really. So I think I can do it, but that shot has really got me scared, but Tony has been real supportive, he always tells me he will be right there with me and that everything will be okay. So I thank him for that. He can't wait to be a daddy, and see his little man. I have a doctors appointment on wednesday-4/22/09 so we can make sure everything is okay with him. I'm sure everything is, he is strong baby. Also if anybody would like to ask me any questions, please be welcome to write me at Anthonys_Mommy_05@yahoo.com

Just A Short Post!

It's so close. I can't believe it. I don't have much more time to go. I have been feeling really sick and miserable today.. Tony has comforted me alot. I think god I have him. We are having a yard sale to raise money for the funeral, but hopefully we won't have to have one. Tony and I had a good night last night, he talked to Anthony an offal lot. He would always kick when his daddy would talk to him. He loves his daddy, you can already tell. :) It's only One week and Six days. WOW!