aNtHoNy, MoMmY&DaDdY LoVe YoU&MiSs YoU.

Anthony is deaply missed by alot.. He is getting so old so fast, I bet you he is getting so big, I wish I could watch him grow.. I love him so much.. We got his flowers set up in our new room, his crib is still up, and is NEVER coming down.. (: Anthony's headstone will be up soon, trying to get one we like, and think of something good for it to sayyyy. (: This is going to be short because I am feeling sick, I just wanted to update everybodyyy, wish I could update you all on him.. Atleast I know my little angel is watching everything I am doing, an making sure I do nothing he doesn't want me to; (: Anybody that wants to talk, please feel free to email me Anthonys_Mommy_05@yahoo.com and feel free to email Tony with imformation from the fathers poing of viewww. He is a suporitive person.. Lil_Tonys_Daddy@hotmail.com

aNtHoNy Is MiSsEd DeApLy!

ANTHONY IS MISSED SO MUCH. HE IS NOW A MONTH AND FOUR DAYS OLD. BEFORE WE KNOW IT HE WILL BE TURNING A YEAR OLD. :( THINGS REALLY HAVEN'T BEEN TO WELL RIGHT NOW, WE THINK I AM PREGNANT AGAIN. NOT POSITIVE ABOUT IT. I ASKED ANTHONY IS HE WOULD BE MAD AT ME FOR HAVING ANOTHER BABY, AND NOT TO REPLACE HIM, TO REMIND ME OF HIM, AND HIS RESPONCE WAS NO! ANTHONYS DADDY TALKS ABOUT HIM ALL THE TIME, AND NOT ONLY HIM HIS UNCLE BRANDON.. &&HE IS ONLY FOUR YEARS OLD. HE KNOWS WHERE ANTHONY IS, AND KNOWS WHERE HEAVEN IS. TONY REALLY LOVES ANTHONY, ITS LIKE THERE IS NOTHING TO TAKE HIS MIND OFF OF ANTHONY, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! ANTHONY HAS EFFECTED OUR LIFES ALOT, AND SOME OTHER PEOPLES TO! WE WILL NEVER FORGET OUR LITTLE ANGEL, AND HE WILL NEVER GET REPLACED, I HAVE A LOVE FOR THAT BOY LIKE NO OTHER, NO WORDS CAN EXPLAIN MY LOVE FOR ANTHONY. HE CAME INO THIS WORLD SO AMAZINGLY, HE DIDN'T EVEN CRY THE WHOLE TIME HE WAS WITH US, THE ONLY TIME HE DID WAS WHEN HE WAS BORN.. MOMMY LOVES YOU ANTHONY LOREN GUINN JR.

Anthony Is A Month Old

It's so hard to believe my little angel is already a month old. Time flys by so fast, and not only he is a month old but he is a month old on my birthday.. I miss my little bubba so much, its so hard. Anthonys daddy does anything and everything he can for me&&always talks about his little man.. :) Tony is a proud daddy to a perfect little baby. He is so glad that he is getting the chance to talk to other dads because during my pregantcy nobody was really there to talk to him but me. Anthony holds the key to my heart, and not only does he hold the key to my heart, he holds the key to his daddys heart. Anthony has made a big change in my life&in his fathers hearttt. I wouldn't trade in any moment I had with Anthony. I am glad he is not have any problems and he isn't suffering or anything. I am so proud of him. I know we will meet again so I know everything is okayyy. Again, if anybody need somebody to talk to I am here. I am not the perfect person, but believe me, I am here. I know what alot of you are going through, well some what, and his your husband or boyfriend needs somebody to talk to Tony is always here. Just email Lil_Tonys_Daddy@hotmail.com. And you all should have my emaill.

Anthony, Your An Angel.

Son, I love you with all my heart. I miss you more then anything in this world. Baby, I wouldn't trade you in for anything or anybody. You have my heart, and I know I won't get it back from my precious little angel. Son, having you made me feel like I was the best person in this world. You will always be mommys little man, && Daddys little monster. Daddy&I couldn't wait for you to be born, but wasn't ready to loss you. Somtimes I think you are still inside me, I rememeber the first time you kicked REALLY hard, daddy&I were att Morgans house, and daddy&I were so happy. Mommy&Daddy think of you all the time. I know you are watching over us now, and that is why we know you are okay, and with some wonderrfull people. The day you was born I was scared, I wasn't ready to have you. Daddy&I couldn't wait till you was born so we could see your beautiful face, but then again we wasn't ready for you to be born because we didn't wanna loss you. If it wasnt for you Daddy&I wouldn't even be together. You are the strongest baby Daddy&I have ever meet. Mommy&Daddy want you back so bad, we can't wait to come to heaven and see our little angel. You'll be a month old on mommys birthday, its so hard to believe you are that old, and it has been that long. I have my days where all I wanna do is think about my lil man. &&days where I know you are okay, and it's better that you are not in the terrible world.. I don't know how life would be if you wouldn't have been born into this world. I thank god for giving us 7 hours and 53 minutes with you, you held on for so long, and stayed strong for so long, you are a miracle baby. I was scared to death that you wasnt going to be with us long, but you proved to everybody you was strong. You wanted us to have ALOT of memories with you. You stayed strong so that everybody could come and meet you, and the ones who didn't, they missed out. Since you stayed SO STRONG for mommy&Daddy, we are now staying strong for you son. Mommy&Daddy love you so much bubba.