Baby Anthony Loren ;: June 2009

Sunday, June 14, 2009

aNtHoNy, MoMmY&DaDdY LoVe YoU&MiSs YoU.

Anthony is deaply missed by alot.. He is getting so old so fast, I bet you he is getting so big, I wish I could watch him grow.. I love him so much.. We got his flowers set up in our new room, his crib is still up, and is NEVER coming down.. (: Anthony's headstone will be up soon, trying to get one we like, and think of something good for it to sayyyy. (: This is going to be short because I am feeling sick, I just wanted to update everybodyyy, wish I could update you all on him.. Atleast I know my little angel is watching everything I am doing, an making sure I do nothing he doesn't want me to; (: Anybody that wants to talk, please feel free to email me Anthonys_Mommy_05@yahoo.com and feel free to email Tony with imformation from the fathers poing of viewww. He is a suporitive person.. Lil_Tonys_Daddy@hotmail.com

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

aNtHoNy Is MiSsEd DeApLy!

ANTHONY IS MISSED SO MUCH. HE IS NOW A MONTH AND FOUR DAYS OLD. BEFORE WE KNOW IT HE WILL BE TURNING A YEAR OLD. :( THINGS REALLY HAVEN'T BEEN TO WELL RIGHT NOW, WE THINK I AM PREGNANT AGAIN. NOT POSITIVE ABOUT IT. I ASKED ANTHONY IS HE WOULD BE MAD AT ME FOR HAVING ANOTHER BABY, AND NOT TO REPLACE HIM, TO REMIND ME OF HIM, AND HIS RESPONCE WAS NO! ANTHONYS DADDY TALKS ABOUT HIM ALL THE TIME, AND NOT ONLY HIM HIS UNCLE BRANDON.. &&HE IS ONLY FOUR YEARS OLD. HE KNOWS WHERE ANTHONY IS, AND KNOWS WHERE HEAVEN IS. TONY REALLY LOVES ANTHONY, ITS LIKE THERE IS NOTHING TO TAKE HIS MIND OFF OF ANTHONY, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! ANTHONY HAS EFFECTED OUR LIFES ALOT, AND SOME OTHER PEOPLES TO! WE WILL NEVER FORGET OUR LITTLE ANGEL, AND HE WILL NEVER GET REPLACED, I HAVE A LOVE FOR THAT BOY LIKE NO OTHER, NO WORDS CAN EXPLAIN MY LOVE FOR ANTHONY. HE CAME INO THIS WORLD SO AMAZINGLY, HE DIDN'T EVEN CRY THE WHOLE TIME HE WAS WITH US, THE ONLY TIME HE DID WAS WHEN HE WAS BORN.. MOMMY LOVES YOU ANTHONY LOREN GUINN JR.

Welcome To My Page

Welcome to my page. As you know I am a mommy to an angel with anencephaly. Things are really hard without him, but trust me you can get through it all when you know that precious angel is looking down on you. All through out my pregnancy I was scared to death, and I told myself I couldn't do it, and all that, and while I was waiting on Anthony to be born, I was scared, I thought it was all a dream, but as soon as I heard my lil'man cry, I knew everything was okay. I didn't get to watch Anthony grow up, but holding him and talking to him was the best thing ever. He is my first baby, and it was terribly hard to loss him, but Anthony is with my uncle Kenny;If your pregnant now with an anencephaly baby, don't get me wrong it is going to be a really hard and scary thing, but when you hear that angel cry you'll know everything is going to be okay, or even if you get to hold your little angel. God Bless You All!