Monday, February 15, 2010

Anthony's Almost A Year Old !!

Anthony's birthdayy is cooominng up ! He'll be ONE! I cant believe it; Time has went by to fast . Its going to be hard not having him here wit us for his first birthday . I wonder if he would be walking right now if he was here? or if he would be saying DADDA or MOMMA? This questions will NEVER be answered; is he already crawling?

something I have came up with ; I got the first part off the internet; but the rest is from my own wordsss;

Will we know our baby when we meet again?
Will he have grown, not be the infant that died in our arms?
Will we recognize him, beable to find him among so many others?
or will he be a stranger to us, not knowing who we are,
or us knowing him?

Do babies grow in heaven?
He never got his first tooth, or said his first words.
No first shoes, no Santa, no first birthday cake;.
Will our son still be a baby when we meet again?

Do babies grow in heaven?
Who sings his precious lullabies?
Who hold him close and kisses him everyday?
Who tells him constantly that they love him?

Do babies grow in heaven?
When we next meet him, will he know us?
Will he want to know us?
Will he be our son who died 7 hours and 53 m inutes after birth, or a man , fully grown?
Will we have the joy of being a dad&mom to our son for all etermity?

Do babies grow in heaven?
Will we beable to hold him, love him, sing lullabies to him?
Will we beable to hold his tiny hand, or will it be a man's hand?
Will we ever have the joy that only holding our son can bring?
We need to know ! In heaven, is our baby still a baby?


  1. Girl we are going to have anthony the Most best Earth birthday ever!!
    I wish he was here with us though it kills me to know he isnt here!!
    I bet he is saying Dada and mama, I miss anthony soo Much it isnt fair to see everyone put pictures of their kids up and u or tony cant do that you have to jsut remeber the time u had with him!!
    But his BDAY will be AWESOME!! I just cant wait and WOW!! Anthony is a year old I bett he looks like daddyy alot!!

    Love ya
    -- Amber

  2. Isn't it crazy to think their 1st birthdays are coming so soon? I'm in the midst of planning Carleigh's birthday and for this year we are having a big celebration. I really hope it turns out how I envision. Hope you are doing well!