As Of August 20, 2009

We have been missing Anthony alot here lately. I have been arguing with this kid about Anthony. He said some disturbing things, and I am NOT going to let it upset me, because I know everything he said was nothing but a lieee. Alot of things have been going on in all of our lives, and it makes me want Anthony back in my arms, so everything would juss go AWAY! We are wanting another baby here soon. I have though alot about school, and I can drop out and get my GED but I have been thinking about doing what I did for my 9th gradee year. Which is the home cound program! I have this weekend to decide, but I wanna beable to get my high school deploma, and I am going to be taking some college classes online to become a photographer. Which is SOMETHING I love doing, and I wanna beable to take pictures of babies that may not make it long after birth, like people did with me! && I wanna do it for free. I'm dunno get through school and this college, and Tony will be getting a job here soon, and I am going to get him to get me a GOOD camera, the prefesional cameras. Thought I would update you all, and sorry I haven't been on here much to tell ya'll everything.

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Hey everybody; I just wanted to update everybody on how my life is going, along with Anthonys&Tony's!! Anthony is missed deaply. ): Wish I could bring him backkk. So does Tony. ); things are getting harder and harder everyday. Wishing we could wake up in the middle of the night to Anthony crying because he is hungry. I really don't know what else to sayyyy. I juss wanted to let you all know how we are doing, and feeling. I am about to go to bed, so it is a short postttt. Message me on yahoo if you wanna talk, or myspace.. If you look me up on myspace it's under Karie Guinn!!!

Two Months&Fourteen Days Old'

Hey everyone, I want to post and let you all know everything that is going on. I am going through a really rough time. My mother moved outta our house, leaving me with everything. I have to worry about my brother, as if he is my son. My dad is having to work 24/7. Tony is tryin to get a job. We want another baby here soon. We both wanna get up on our feet first. The kids I was watching, I am NO longer watching anymore. I feel really bad because I am not on here posting all the time. Anthony has changed our lifes so much. He touched mine and his daddy's heart so much.. I never thought somebody so small could touch so many peoples heart's. I got some flowers out there at Anthony's gravesite. I am not able to get out there much, but I am tryin. Tony&I&My father are trying to get his headstone up FAST(: We have to get a paper from the cemetery and take it to my dad's job and they will be paying for it(: they are REALLY nice people. I am having problems with my C-Section, it has been REALLY sore lately. Honestly it is really worth all the pain, body wise. It was ALL for our little Anthony. He means the world to me.. I am glad he is doing PERFECT in heaven with all the other ANGELS(: I know other mommy's know how I feel and where I am coming from.


Again thank you for reading Tony&Anthony&My blog!
Anthony's Mommy&Daddy! Seven Hours And Fivty Three Minutes.
Daddy's Lil'Man(:

Sorry Everyone;

SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN ON POSTING EVERYBODY UP; BEEN ALOT TO BE DOING; WE ARE GETTING OUR SON'S HEADSTONE UP SOON; ORDERED IT NOT TO LONG AGO. THEY WERE SUPOSSED TO. I HOPE THEY DID; I HAVE BEEN UNDER ALOT OF STREE LATELY. I AM WATCHING KIDS NOW FOR $150.00 A WEEK; TONY IS ABOUT TO HAVE A JOB. GETTING ON OUR FEET; ANTHONY IS NOW 2 MONTHS AND 4 DAYS OLD; HE IS GETTING SO OLD SO FAST; I BET HE IS GETTING BIG UP THERE WITH JESUS. IF ONLY I COULD SEE HOW MUCH BIGGER HE HAS GOTTEN. (: HE'S SO PERFECT; I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET WITH HIM AGAIN. BEFORE ANTHONY WAS BORN, I WAS SCARED TO DIE, AND NOW I AM NOT SCARED TO JOIN ANTHONY&JESUS IN HEAVEN. (: I WOULDN'T MIND IT AT ALL. SORRY I AM NOT ON HERE MUCH. OUR LABTOP BROKE AND THIS COMPUTER RUNS SLOW, BUT I GET ON MY EMAIL SOMETIMES IF YOU JUSS WANNA WRITE ME. BUT ALSO YOU CAN WRITE TONY. HE IS A BIG HELP; THANK YOU ALL FOR COMING TO MY PAGE AND CHECKING THE UPDATES; (:

THANK YOU;
KARIE&TONY;
ANTHONYS MOMMY&DADDY;; 7 HOURS&53 MINUTES;
5 POUNDS 6.2OZ
171/2 IN LONG;
BORN INTO MOMMY&DADDY'S ARMS AT 8:21AM
JOINED JESUS AT 4:14PM