Sunday, April 26, 2009
5 Days To Go!
It's to close away. I don't think I can do it. I get more upset everyday. Tony and I are not ready yet. We have got the funeral arangments all down and where we want him and everything. We wanted to put him at the foot of Tony's mommy, because Tony never got to meet his momma, and she never got to hold him, but then we decided we want to put him where my family is, but in baby land, and then whenever we get a plot for us, move him to where we are going to be. I hope it's going to be a good idea. Tony and I went and had pictures done friday and they turned out really cute. I will put them on as soon as we go and get them. Friday is to close. I am to scared. It's hard to believe I am about to have him, and I was always the one to say I am not having a baby yet. But I guess god wanted me to have a baby, and hopefully be a wonderful mom to Anthony. Thank you all for taking the time to read. God bless!