Sunday, April 26, 2009
5 Days To Go!
It's to close away. I don't think I can do it. I get more upset everyday. Tony and I are not ready yet. We have got the funeral arangments all down and where we want him and everything. We wanted to put him at the foot of Tony's mommy, because Tony never got to meet his momma, and she never got to hold him, but then we decided we want to put him where my family is, but in baby land, and then whenever we get a plot for us, move him to where we are going to be. I hope it's going to be a good idea. Tony and I went and had pictures done friday and they turned out really cute. I will put them on as soon as we go and get them. Friday is to close. I am to scared. It's hard to believe I am about to have him, and I was always the one to say I am not having a baby yet. But I guess god wanted me to have a baby, and hopefully be a wonderful mom to Anthony. Thank you all for taking the time to read. God bless!
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It's normal to feel a little anxious and scared and a whole boatload of other emotions with the impending birth of your little boy. I don't any of us are ever ready for the day to come. I know I wasn't. It's good you have all the arrangements done. You don't want to have to worry about those later. I think that is a good idea about the plot. My husband and I went ahead and bought our plots when we bought Carleigh's. She is right beside us. Anthony thought it is weird being so young and already having them but I'm glad we do.
ReplyDeleteThat's great you got pictures done! I hope you do post them as I would love to see them. You will be the best mom baby Anthony could ever ask for.
Sweet friend,
ReplyDeleteI'm a first time visitor. I had Isaac on April 8, 2009, with Anencephaly, and he lived 70 minutes. I know you have a HUGE variety of emotions right now, but I want to offer this, even if it does not make sense. It WILL be a beautiful time for you, and it won't be as bad as you picture in your mind. You will love this baby with all of your might, and there will be a peace you will feel. This I promise you. Hang on and stay strong. A lot of people will be thinking of you...
I am thinking of you....I know this is hard. I have been keeping you in my prayers as you go along. Just know that what you are thinking and feeling is normal. And take comfort in knowing that you have those plans made for little Anthony. Now you can just completely enjoy his arrival. I am praying that you get lots of time with him to enjoy him and love him.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you during this heart breaking time. Praying for peace and time with your sweet baby.
ReplyDeletexo Misty
Karie, I wanted to let you know I was thinking of you on this very special day. I am praying for peace and lots and lots of time with Lil' Tony!
ReplyDeleteI'm thinking of you too, i'm sure you've experienced a sweet and wonderful meeting with your precious little one. Blessing you two.
ReplyDeleteI've read your blog for a little while, and stopped in to see if there was an update. I hope and pray that you had an incredible meeting with your little one.
ReplyDeleteI know I've wrote you a few emails but I wanted to post too. I hope you are ok, I know this all must be very hard. I am so sorry for you having to go through all of this...its a lot for anyone. Big hugs to you....We are still praying for you and your family. I pray for peace and comfort in your lives....
ReplyDeleteI came across your blog from a couple other websites and have been thinking and praying for you everyday. I hope you are doing ok. It worries me to not have seen an update in awhile. I hope you can find the strength to let us all know you are doing ok
ReplyDeleteHope you and your family are doing well and that you can let us know how things are. Take care and know that you are being thought of.
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